Breathless

Guess who’s friend just gave them Wintergirls! I’ve read this book before and i adore it, but it’s nice to re-read it. I think it depicts ED and anorexia wonderfully, but is captivating to even those that don’t suffer Ed. But thats just my opinion.
I’m supposed to read it and pass it on for World Book Night 2012, but don’t wanna let it go.
How do ya like my hair? It’s been pink before, but not THIS pink.

I see guys and girls alike preach about how there is no need for girls to be insecure and then they reblog my thinspo

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They say girls are perfect how they are, but then they not only reblog my thinspo, but they pick out their flaws as well. They spout all this bullshit about how I shouldn’t compare myself to others, but then they do it for me. it’s okay for them to judge me and other people, but not for me to judge myself. If they can find flaws in girls I view as perfect, how many can they find in me?

I was trying to find something at school this week, and my journal fell open.

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Of course, it falls on a page that has nothing but FAT, Thunder Thighs, and FUCK written all over it. It could have fall open on any of my less obvious and almost normal ones, but had to fall on that one.

Only one person saw it, I think. It was only for a second, but the girl sitting next to me stopped like someone had pressed her pause button. Her face froze on this kinda strained smile, and then she just went back to what she was doing. It was kinda surreal, but she didn’t say anything. She acted like it didn’t even happen.

We’re not close, but i spent the rest of the day thinking thank you, thank you, thank you.